Mmmmmm.....

Ahhhh, today is a good day. The sun is shining and I feel pretty happy. Which is a complete turn around to how I felt on sunday - but then again moods are not useful unless they are change the way you feel are they? The thing about moods though is that they are generated from the internal - nothing major has happened in my life since sunday. I am the master of my moods. Goenka teaches the wisdom of this by making you watch yourself. Today I am watching these sensations of happiness and I am appreciating their existance in this moment. I am also trying to reflect this in my actions in life as well - I once said that I would rather live with future regret than have to live through heart ache right now. At this moment in time I am wondering if I am capable of making those kinds of decisions - or indeed if it is fair that I should.
Anyway, enough of moods. I would like to say a couple of things about the films I watched recently: Love & Other Catastrophes and Wedding Crashers.
L&OT: It is interesting to watch a film years after the first time viewing and realise that you stole things from the characters and made them part of your own life. Thoughts I have about life were directly influenced by this film - terrifying actually - perhaps I should not watch any more films from my past.
WD: I do not like Owen Wilson, but I grant that he does good tone. I enjoyed this film and it was not because the big man himself was in it and I was granted some awesome perv time,but cos it was funny and Isla was great. Bit cashing in on the "money", but I don't care.